Monday, July 13, 2009 11:07 PM
Update what happen over the weekend.
Friday nite dad went fishing, ask me help him sell ice-cream for greenwood pri, while he will come back after selling admiralty pri. Cos his friends cant wait for him liao, then coming down to fetch him. He got no choice, but to ask me help him sell. Then I got to rush home, get myself prepared to help him. After sell ice-cream, went home. Rest for a while, bath then eat dinner (porridge that dad cook with can food). Then drive to woodlands cc lor, got c2e meeting(1st meeting). Cos plan to go to admiral garden cc for a while after c2e meeting, but provided it end early la. Cos AG cc scec got a gathering, mum cant attend, ask me attend on her behalf. Anyway, didnt attend, cos meeting end about 10pm. Then chairman and a few members going for supper at block 806, so go along lor... Drive there, or not later need to walk back to collect van lor... Mum join me at 806 for dinner... cos no one at home liao... I drive van home to parked 1st, while mum waited for me, cos she want me acc her go pump oil and wash taxi..
Sat morning wake up quite early, plan to go cwp do something de.. But van cant start, dont know why. Called dad to inform him, then called mum too. Conclusion, battery cant work again. Need to change again. January just change a battery leh, now change again. Battery spoilt quite fast. Then went home slack lor.. Wait for time to reach, 11.30 need to go bus stop. Sir Eddie picking me up at 11.30am, then fetch auntie amy and Sir Lim, before heading to F1(our holding area). Then usual NDP training lor... But sat quite suay lor.. raining... ke lian those pri 5 student cos NE show ma... About 5plus got drizzling, then about 8plus during the mid of the fire-works, heavy rain. They want to hold all of us back 1st, so ask us all go for 2km city march. But so sad, in the mid, heavy rain, all of us run, then early dismissal. But those student damn sad lor.. wait the bus till 10plus then board the bus... ker lian... Sir Eddie also ker lian, run to the car to drive nearer to our area, we took plastic bag as our shelter. But all thanks to Sir Eddie de ride, manage to reach home about 9.30pm... hahaha....
Reach home, dad suddenly tell me a lot of things. Say he owe alot of money. Owe sis, me, van monthly payment, and etc... somemore tell me he old liao, cant walk too much or else he will not feel well. Cant bend too much also, he need to bend quite a long time to sell ice-cream. Then tell me he can feel that he have some illness in him, but dont dare go see doctor. Cos see doctor need money, if found out got illness, cure also need money. He also thinking of giving up ice-cream, cos he cant earn much but his expenses is quite high. As he need to pay the monthly payment of the van, pump oil and etc... Dont know lor.. Mum not helping dad, mum also keep saying she cant pay this cant pay that... Sometimes quite frustrated with the family I have. Need to worry for them the payment, the bills, the income they have, and etc... Sometimes just hope that my diploma can end faster, so I can go out work. Earn money, pay as much as I can. Then the house will be much much quitter. Even though sis and bro are both working, but they are not helping to support the family. Dad and mum cant work much longer. Just hope that they can work 2 more years, by then I think my work will be stable and they can dont work so hard liao..
Sun, morning wake up quite earli. Slack at home for a while, went out about 10plus... meeting ai kuan, cos on the way to AG CC. wait for her at her house downstairs, then walk to ag cc, bus leave at 11.30am sharp. Going to clementi sakura for gathering for ag cc members, but we need to pay $12 each also la... hahaha.... eat from 12 to 2.30pm lor... after that mum dont feel like working, she quite tired la... plus she need to get some stuff... so went out with her lor... actually plan to go watch movie de, got a few movie which I want to watch, but no one accompany me, so give up the idea lor.. sun ma, family day, gf bf day ma... no choice lor.. all friends busy... so went out with mummy lor... bought alot of items, I mean her la... I only bought a 3/4 pants and 1 t-shirt. Collect my jeans which I bring to alter de... Then went to wash taxi, pump oil. Went to 768 tabao dinner back home... Then slack at home lor... haiz...
today, mum told me the van company called again. Dad like really no money to pay. Dad plans to sell the van back to them. At least got some money back, he can pay some others things. Mum also say gd, she can also get back her deposit. Haiz.. dont know lor... Dad sell back the van, he cant work. Cant work, he got no income. No income, later mum will find ways to quarrel with dad. Haiz, dont know what to do... Mum keep saying I not helping the family, but keep asking for money. I only ask her for my school allowance, cos she happy she give, she not happy she dont bother... My school fees, she only pay 1/3 while I borrow school loans for the rest 2/3. And I need to pay back, when I graduate from the school. Haiz... dont know la... My family will always quarrel regarding money. It is always de, since young. Now we all are all adults le, and they only need to support me 1 rather then 3 last time. Why cant they survive? Dont understand. Problems problems problems!!!!!!!