today is 2nd day of vacation....

dont know why wake up at 4am...
can sleep...
think of alot of things...
ask alot of question....
but with no answer...

then dont know why, went to sleep at 6plus again....
then start raining...
so nice to sleep...
sleep till 9 plus then wake up lor...
got to go and help out at cc for cdec de blood donation drive...
10am start... as mummy faster... she keep doing things slowly
and play with my time...
haiz...
then got no choice lor...
late lor...

go there like doing tuition teacher lor...
teach the kids maths...
then gave a stupid comments...
kana scolded lor...
very sad...
1st ever time kana scolded by him...
he look very fierce and angry...
dont know why...
very scared...
then dont dare to comment anymore...

continued to find things for myself to do...
then mummy tell me today last day for the cabbie carnival...
so went lor...
auntie also want to go...
was like... ok lor...
lets go together....

then there was like nothing lor...
so sad...
then go there help xue ping buy a taxi toy
then auntie say want to go eat...
ok lor...
eat and chit chat abit la...
then go home....

just reach home...
msn for a while...
mummy come home liao...
ask me go wash taxi, pump oil
then wait for my sis to off work
then go eat dinner...

drive sis de friend to cwp and yishun...
went to eat thai food...
at opposite chong pang...
then spend $27 for 3 person lor...
then went pa sa ma lam walk walk...
the go home lor...

chit chatting in msn lor...
2ml sian lor...
early morning go to wake up, send sis to work...
then go to go work...

2ml morning first time working as a pt cashier...
hope to work well and have fun...
but this 2nd pt job i have is to also help me earn more money and save more money for my birthday celebration next yr..
HD only allow me to work 6hrs per week, cant earn much
2nd pt job pay is lower, but i can work everyday...

i will pack my timing la...
so wont think of other stuff lor...
even though things had gone till this way, i dont wish too much
i will always know that i had friends around me who is worried about me and will take care of me...
i dont wish to wish too much...
as long as my family member is healthy as i am.. i am happy enough...

helping other is a way of me to distress and also not to think too much
as people around me, should know that.
even though i talk alot...
but there is still alot of things that i keep in me.
which others will never have a chance to know it..
i am always so lonely...